Suicidal Dream is a Reality Come true

I never knew I wanted to die
im tired of this pain and misery
Im tired of my cry

I cant bare this horrible life
im gonna do it again
the date with me and the knife

and when they ask what happened to me
theyll say shes in a better place
theyll say shes finally free

I know I love him, with all of my heart
but I don think he cares for me
its horrible to only know my part

I know very much that Ill miss him so
im sorry im leaving
im sorry I have to go

I hope they remember the good times Ive had
well, doesnt have to be all good
there can be some bad

Id be very surprised if anyone knows why
I have this misery and pain
and why I want to die

this suicidal dream is a reality come true
im so sorry im saying goodbye
Boy, I love you

my two best friends,
the best things Ive ever had
but I guess it just all depends
on why I was so sad

In the end, everyone will question
why people want to die
but to them self, its the
only way to say good bye