Do u notice me?

Would u leave me just 4 her?
Do u love her more than me?
Do u think that she's the one that will set u free?
Would u love her 4 who i am not?
Y do u love her?
What does she have that i haven't got?
If u could save anyone in the world from dying who would u choose?
U would choose her wouldn't u?
Y don't u c that i love u?
I try 2 show u by actions
u still don't notice me,
u problem still wouldn't if i wore the sexiest thong,
U would still h8 me.
She is nothing,
It's like when u look at her and into her eyes u she heaven,
U turn around and see the biggest loser in the world u don't even look closely u look away and automatically see hell!
Then u begin 2 hurl,
Y do u choose her over me 4 what reason?
Am i ugly?
What did i ever do 2 u that she did not?
Y won't u even give me a chance
I don't mean nothing 2 u!
If i was the person on earth u still would hurl and i would remain the same not cared 4,
and still not meaning anything 2 u but hell,
U wouldn't even notice me all hope is lost when the one u love falls for someone else!
All u have left 2 do u haven't got a clue????
U ask ourself over and over what should i do,
Should i just love him?? Because he's all that matters 2 me,
He is my life my king i know it's hard 2 c.
One day u will under stand,
like tonight the night comes,
I slowly walk up 2 Ur door ring the door bell all shaking inside,
U open the door and i c u standing there with a face,
puffed up and green,
when suddenly u puke in my face,
I'm drenched in puke!
But i don't care cause i love u!
Then u slam the door!
I sit there crying and crying a ocean,
till the whole world ends 4 me as i tell u i love u........
then
i pulled the trigger.
Bang theres nothing left
I'm dead now with guts all over Ur front door,
then as i rot without u by my side i slowly fade down 2 hell just where u wanted me is exactly where i went,
But even as i died u still didn't notice me whats a selfish girl like me 2 no that u still wouldn't notice um..,. lets think here u can answer that question!
What more could i do 2 give u a clue that i was in love with u!
Ohhh well I'm nothing
who cares,
All i wanted u 2 know is i love u guess not,
Have fun with the girl of Ur life!
Good bye my love!
One day u will see she wasn't the one,
It was me!
Till then,
U will never realize the pain u put me through and how many tears i cried 4 u!
C u in hell with puke all over me once again!
Ohh i can't wait thanks again!
The next morning on his way 2 work he slips on my blood cracks open his skull lying there unconscious not knowing he's DEAD! Ohh what fun that must of been I'll see u hell but now i have 2 see u deformed! After all the girl wasn't what u expected cause it was me!
ALL ALONG!
Did i mess with UR mind?