Mom=dad=drugs=broken home/relationships

Broken hearted and all alone slowly sinking

pain caused by an abusive mother and father destroyed by drugs and drinking

giving up on life finding the truth tired of people always lieing
im sick of all this drama im done trying

mad at the world pushing me farther in this cold empty pit

being bumped around from home to home going numb from so much pain how do i deal with this****

nightmares haunt me what happened to sweet dreamz

at night i see you and the darkness is pierced with my screamz

my reputation even is terrible im supposedly easy

i dont even come close to being sleezy

why does my life have to ruign others??

i get locked up hit a few officers-i do 11 months then i overdose i cause even more shame for my sister and brothers

my mind is spinning my heart is quickly beginning to dissapear

everythings beginning to happen ecspecially my worst fear

every other time i\'de feel an overwelming pressure crushing my life i would run

ide start to scream filling with a hidden pain wanting my life to be over with and done

there is one person keeping me alive my only love that returns

always there stealing my heart and holding me up as my world turns

staying in my heart as i sleep in a lonely bed

dreaming of those blue eyes looking deeply in me with so many words that i know they dont have to be said

both of us loving each other but having pasts filled with bleeding souls and hearts broken but helping each other as were slowly healing

as we lived life we were scared of having our hearts broken yet we wanted to love then we met each other and got scared of this feeling

im always wondering what running through his mind when he looks deeply in my eyes

hoping and praying he cant see my pain and silent crys

im scared of telling him every thing that i hold deep inside

but then i realise hes felt this same agony before i didnt know it was the same tears we have cried

once my bloody tears dried that i swore would be the last

im smashed in the face by my moms mystakes in her past

things like this i hide deep within i just want to tell my love and let him know how i feel and tell him my every mystake

but my burdens are my own painful problems that i need to take responsibility for and theyre something that i need to take

ill just push them deeper inside my brain

then itll all dissapear all of my pain

i do love you babe with all i have i feel it its so comforting and true

im so sorry for everytime i ever took my pain out on you

you made me feel so good when you said\"you need to be loved and im going to love you\"

you told me i didnt deserve all that i got but babe im not the only one i wished i could take the pain of what your mom put you through

if i was god i would take it all away so you could be happy ill do anything to make you happy even if i die trying

ide do anything for you ill be the angel to kiss away your tears when your crying

i love you so much my heart beats so fast i think its gonna explode

im here for you i can handle your burdens so i can lighten your load

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