This is where it ends

I can't explain how i feel,
This pain is just too real...
So much is just bundled up inside,
Nothing is working, believe me, I've tried...

It feels like I'm living in a shadow,
Every day, I'm closer to letting go...
I don't even know who i am anymore,
I'm following the path i took before...

The person in the mirror isn't me,
I'm not who i want to be!
I'm not happy, i don't want to smile!!!
Who have i been all of this while?

What makes me happy? What makes me cry?
What is it making my life just die?
Why can't i just vent all of this pain?
Why is it all making me go insane?

I just want to cry, fall and scream!
I want to wake up and pretend that it's all just a bad dream!
I just want to forget life and live in another world!
I need to find out who exactly is this girl!

I want to stay here a while
But i can't seem to smile
I want to run away
But I'm not sure if I'll be OK

Confusion is really starting to kill me
The finger's on the trigger, I'm tempting...
One shot ends another short life,
It feels so wrong but feels so right...

I can't seem to take anything anymore
I'm out and I'm slamming the door...
Cocking the gun, this feels way too right...
This is where it ends tonight