Reality

I loved you
So much
But you left,
And my soul lay broken
But I have to ask,
Was it ever real,
Was it only a dream
My reality is turned inside out
I can't tell day from night
I love you
And you can't see me
You never looked at me
You never touched me
In the way I thought you meant it
I thought you loved me
And you really never did
I lived in a fantasy
Thinking it was reality
But it wasn't
You never felt the same way
I loved you
And you threw my heart on the floor
And walked all over it
I was shattered
When I realized you
Loved another
I always thought you loved me too
But you never did
I was ashamed
I was awakened
From a dream
That I thought was reality
But you were never there
Never with me
My heart played tricks on me
And now it is broken
Forever shattered
On the cold hard floor
By the Love it thought it had
But only lived in a dream