Way Too Deep

I don't know myself anymore,
I don't even know if I'm alright...
I don't know what I'm living for,
I don't even want a life...

I woke up this morning,
My head so god damn bad...
Without any type of warning,
I had thoughts i never had...

Do i want to be here?
What do i want to do?
Is living actually a fear?
Who am i turning in to...

This world is so unpredictable,
And I'm breaking my last string...
This held in pain is indescribable,
It it tearing apart everything...

I don't want to wake up tomorrow,
But i don't want to fall asleep...
This pain and this forever lasting sorrow,
Is killing me and running way too deep...