I Wanted To Be Alone

I wanted to be alone,
Now and forever,
Sitting on that stupid chair,
I didn't need anything else,
I was lost in dispair,
I was upset and lost,
I can't believe what you said to me,
You told me that you needed me, That you loved me,
But then you changed your mind,
After I told you I wanted you to be mine,
So then I just hid my head under the quilts,
And listened to my mournful sulks,
I realized so many times before,
That I cant change your mind,
But sometimes I wished I could,
For then I wouldn't cry I would feel over whelmed.
My Friends tell me I am a mess,
My parents tell me I have issues,
My teachers tell me If I keep this up I will fail school,
But I didn't care,
I was stuck on that stupid chair,
I wanted to be alone,
For this is how you made me feel.
All I could think about,
Is your laughs and your smiles,
When we were together,
Best friends forever,
Why do you want to hurt me,
When all I did was love you so much,
I will never forget you,
For you were all my life.
As I hugged my quilt tighter,
I cried a little more,
For you were the one that left me,
Left me to fall,
I decided I will not give up,
I will not let you win,
So then I got up and walked into the wind,
I screamed your name one thousand times,
I screamed how much I hated you,
And to my surprise you walked by,
And you looked at me,
You screamed "I LOVE YOU",
And I started to laugh,
I screamed back "YOU BASTARD I HATE YOU, YOU RUINED MY LIFE!",
As I walked into the house and sat on the stupid chair,
I smiled at myself,
And I named the chair my chair of wisdom.
I don't need to be alone anymore,
For I know what I need to be more.