I eat, i eat
and i eat
until my stomach
is too full
then i drink
and i drink
until my body
can't hold
i shove my fingers
down my throat
until I'm choking
I'm choking on my fingers
my food escapes
it escapes
through my mouth
it feels good
to empty my stomach
i feel small again
i haven't looked in the mirror
in days
its been days
i brace myself
as i stand
staring at my reflexion
all i see
is emptiness
an empty girl
nothing inside
like a hallowed out soul
outside of me
is white
its white and red
its all i see
this is what i have become
my hair is falling out
it is falling out
my eyes are bruised
patches of red
line what was once beauty
i look like a ghost
a ghost
a hallowed out nothing
this is what i am
this is what
i have become...
