Changes

*written 9/5*

I can see a look in your eyes
That wasn't there before
I don't recognize is at all
And you're changing more and more

You have seemed to grow up
Right before my eyes
You're such a changed person
I just can't realize

Believe me when I say
That I do miss you
Suprisingly enough
My heart's still broken in two

I know that you are happy
I just can't believe it's so
But I know I have to move on
It's just something that I know

Maybe "friends" is best
At the thought, I bite my tongue
My mind's just one big mess
And the thoughts just come undone

I remember the way it used to be
I'm singular now, no longer a "we"

Now, please don't get me wrong
I'm happy that you are
But I guess I'm just jealous
And my mind's just gone too far

Changes keep occuring
Each and every day
I guess I'm learning what to do
And exactly what to say

I've become so much stronger
Yet, still I have to fight
This gut-renching feeling
That I know isn't right

But just somehow I'll see
That this is what is best
But for now I will continue to be
A gigantic, enourmous mess