Never to be

You stare out over the ocean,
Your mind a million miles away.
I feel your every heart beat,
But can not tell you what i want to say

Do you ever get lonely?
Living the life as a party guy.
With no one to come home to,
Tears of loneliness do you cry?

I dream about a future
Me telling you how I feel
Though a secret it must remain
My dreams will not be real.

Why would you love me?
The way that I love you.
You are so far out of my league,
And you leave me feeling blue.

You act like I matter,
You act as if you care.
But if i was no longer around
Would you notice I am not there?

Would you lie awake at night?
And imagine a future with me?
I know the answer already
So you and I can never be

p.s
I love you so much it is tearing me up inside