Your a mess

Before you lose your innocence,
When the blindfold is taken off.
You start to really see,
see everything first hand.
And you never fully understand,
until you first grow up.
Then you grades start slipping
The glass starts tipping
You completely lose control.
You start looking for a boost.
You find something that works,
For awhile.
You start to lose weight,
You become really edgy,
Constantly paranoid.
And you think your being watched.
You can\'t even go to the bathroom,
without looking for cameras.
Even in your own home.
You stare at your naked body,
in the mirror for hours.
You can find a million things wrong with yourself.
You sleep all day,
Awake all night.
You can't even get up to go to school.
You can't eat,
Your afraid to sleep.
And you feel alone.
You are alone.
You want to talk to someone,
but you don't mind the solitude of being alone.
Your completely fcuked,
And you know it's only going to get worse.