Razorblade

Small and sleek
makes me weak
I cannot resist
anything like this
something beyond my control
of me it has a hold
quickly addicted
quickly sickened
never felt like this
a blood flowing kiss
my small, silver blade
my memories begin to fade
I slowly slice my skin
I push and it goes deep within
blood flows down
and I fall to the ground
my heart stops beating
I'm finally succeeding
suicide is all that matters
when your world finally shatters