This Confusion I Feel
Is Something I Have Never Felt Before
A Feeling I Never Wanted To Experience
But Here I Sit With That Exact Feeling
Not Knowing What To Do
Or What To Say
So Here I Sit Alone In My Room
So Confused I Cant Even Think Straight
No One Knows What I Feel
No One Knows That I Feel The Way I Do
I Sit Here With A Fake Smile
When Deep Inside I Am Dying
I Wish This Confusion Would Just Disappear
Sometimes I Wish I Could Disappear
Disappear Into The Dark
Where No One Can Find Me
So I Can Sit There And Just Cry
And Not Have Nobody Bother Me
That Way I Could Figure Out What I Need To Do
But I Cant
I Have To Sit Here With A Fake Smile
And Die Inside
So Here I Sit Alone And Cold
Confused And Depressed
Wishing I Knew What To Do
Wishing The Confusion Would Disappear
Disappear...Forever.
