You are all I have left...

Please Ana paint me a picture
A picture of what I will be
Will I be thin enough for you ?
So he will finally see
Will all my problems go away ?
Please tell me Ana.. because I'm beginning to decay..
Am I good enough yet?
Please it go away, make me go away..
How do I make it stop???
You feed it, you fight it..
You can't explain..
Just another day down the drain..
Staring in this mirror
Am I thin enough now?
Now I see what you see..
I am just a cow
Just one more meal to skip
One more pound to lose..
Ana am I done yet?
I'm starting to feel dizzy..
Don't make me take a bite
But I'm so tired I cannot put up a fight..
I need to be empty
Empty and pure..
So I will be skinny..
Because Ana you are all I have left my dear...