Hello all. My name is Sarah .I\'m obsessed with writing.. Photography.. Uhm.. I do a lot of other stuff too.. cheerleading,dance, volleyball.. playing guitar.. Talking... same old same old. I guess everyone has their reasons for writing. Most would say that a 12 year-old has no idea what it feels like to be hurt, not this one. Normally I don\'t fit in at school because I don\'t \"click\" with the other kids. Very few anyways. So majority of my friends are kept at a :distance\" that sounds *itchy.. oh well *sigh* ... When I was younger my dad left.. My momwas horrible.. achoholic.. Often brought strange men into the house.. My dad returned.. I now live with him. Hoping to soon go back with my mom.. So its gets more complicated than this.. best friend : jake.. I moved no longer see him. hard.. Known him for like 10 years. I moved around a lot. Always came back to IL ---where Jake lives =).. Now i live too far from him. A lot of things have happened.. I\'m OCD.. Addicted to Coffee. Closter Phobic.. I see dead ppl- or I\'m crazy..*shocker* I was molested numerously by my grandmas roomate when I was 4. Then I was raped when I was 11. (last year) My dad\'s kind of controlling. Very actually. He\'s a jerk I say. A big fat arrogant jerk. Workohloic-But don\'t worry I\'m not into that whole *poor little rich girl doesnt get enough love form her daddy so she wraps hersel up in a website*
I have problems with food..No one can force me to take a bite...Tried to stop I really did.. but I couldn't so this is where its got me- to a poetry site. I also cut.I used to think it was dumb...but some how the razor magically went into my hand like into martha stuarts a pan..Uhmmm... thats pretty much my life in a nut-shell... kinda lame and boring.

well thats a lot.. up there

*hugs and kisses, death and stitches*