Payback

I feel so lost
Because he's not the one
It confuses my heart
But I know we're done
He doesn't love me
The way I love him
I've realized that
And I'm not gonna win
I used to get my way
When it came to boys
Who I wanted, I got
And played with them like toys
Now I'm getting payed back
For the hurt that I've caused
And it hurts like a b****
But I got what I deserved
I know that he's gone
Forever and more
But that's how long I'll love him
Because to him that's what I swore.