Look closer see me.

See me laugh what a joke,
You will never know that its a hoax

See me cry what a shame
you will never know my true pain

See me sit in my room
listening to the deadening gloom

See me smile it will be false
im sure its just a neverous pulse

See me stare at my door
wishing i could open it once more

See me stare at my phone
wishing i wasn't all alone

Look closer and you might just see
My inner depth, me deepest me