Am I just a worthless mistake?
am I not meant to be loved?
I need some reassurance
are you looking down on me from above?
can you please help me?
nothing seem to be going right
I'm looking up to Heaven
holding onto my world tight
should I let go?
or am I too scared?
I want to be with you
you're the only one who ever cared
ever since you died
all these questions keep running through my head
should I answer them or turn to you?
right now, I only want to be dead
is it normal to feel this way?
is it alright to cry?
is it OK to hate myself
because I didn't get to say goodbye?
do you miss me
as much as I miss you?
do you want to be with me?
do you love me too?
I'm going crazy because of the questions
the answers are all there
someone told me these questions were stupid
but they've never really cared
as for me being worthless
I know it's not true
I actually stopped believing it
all because of you
am I meant to be loved?
I believe everyone is
but I'm still not sure about me
I'll just have to get through this
you're in Heaven now
he's taking real good care of you
you're looking down upon me
and I'm looking up at you too
you're the only one who can help me
the only one who I love
the only one who cares enough
to look down on me from above
you tell me not to let go
so I'm going to try my best
I've tried to end it once before
that I must confess
am I afraid of death?
I believe it's very true
I'm still here today
because I had someone like you
wanting to die isn't normal
it's something very tragic
but it's all someone could want
when their life becomes hectic
crying is all I've known
so I guess it's alright
there's no room left for love
and no energy left to fight
hating yourself doesn't solve it
you can't be blamed for anything
it's not your fault you didn't get to say goodbye
but you think you're to blame for everything
I feel that you miss me
and love me just the same
you want to be with me
and I hope you will someday
my mind is all tangled
and I can't think straight
I want to join you in heaven
but I guess I'll have to wait
