Sometimes it's hard to think,
Or even close my eyes,
Without wondering what to do,
Without surrendering my disguise.
Best friends forever,
Was what we always said,
But how can we finish forever,
When you'd rather be dead?
I contemplate how I always felt,
And maybe it was more than I thought,
Because this hurts me more than anyone could ever imagine,
I'm nothing short of distraught.
I think no matter what I say,
You'll be there in my mind,
Telling me how much I mean to you,
And I'll just continue to rewind.
The things we said repeat in my head,
And I can't stop trying to forget,
Because I think that would be easier,
Then crying over everything again and again.
The days we had were memories that will last,
But I'd rather have you here,
You were everything to me,
I'd rather hold you dear.
It's hard to try and say goodbye,
When I can't seem to let it go,
You were what kept me going,
I love you.
seriously, not done.
I'll finish in a little bit :/
