Something I Need To Say

I didn't think you'd do this
it was too late when I started to see
I was a horrible friend because I couldn't help
and now you've left this world and me
you always thought the best of me
you always told me how much you cared
when I felt low and wanted to take my life
you stopped me because you promised to always be there
I now know I was wrong for not helping
but I didn't fully understand
I'm sorry for not being there
are you disappointed in who I am?
there's nothing of Earth I wouldn't do
just to hear your voice again
I know you'd want me to be strong
but I don't think I can
it just yesterday when I saw your face
and now you've disappeared into the dark
I should have blessed all our time together
I should have taken caution to the marks
why did you have to leave?
I miss you more and more each day
all I can seem to do is cry
because the memories won't go away
there's something I've always wanted to tell you
but I didn't think you'd feel the same
now that you're gone I wish I had
"I loved you more every single day"