My Guardian Angel is Evil

My Guardian angel is evil
She has shown me the knife
She is rather like the devil
She shows me to take my life

And now I finally know
That fairytales are a lie
At least they are impossible
For someone as sinful as I

When I cry to her for help
I'm lead to drugs and pain
And I really don't know
Why I cry to her again

And in my darkest hour
She silences my tears
Instead with she brings a terror
Of a thousand untold fears

And when I die, she'll lie with me
Embrace my corpse in her arms
Knowing that she killed me
By introducing me to harms

With her last breath she'll breathe into my corpse
She'll bring me into new life
For I'll never go to heaven
I'll just destroy another life