Failed

Dull - thats what i am
after the buzz is gone
and im myself again

weak - dropping to my knees
wishing I could die
but I cannot even cry

Pain - that's all i feel
Emotion hurts the worst
In this life I've rehersed

Fake - only way to get by
Only way to have a smile
without starting to cry

Broken - not knowing who I am
I want things my way
but what's that anyway?

Torn - I try yet I do not care
Why should I try so hard
if i might not be here?

Outcast - talking to my thoughts
Wishing I could be...
a person no one can see...

Failed - at life at everything
I'm going to dive deep into me
with the blade that'll set me free...
*me