Shaping my world with yours

Laying inside my thoughts
focusing on the problem at hand

wondering why
there is always
someone else...

You think of another
while i think of you...

You long for another
while i long for you...

You still love another
while i love you...
and
i feel empty
yet again

Still laying there
as i think
that I'll always be

the person
you dont think of in the morning...

the person
that caused you more pain...

the person
that never really gained your trust...

but i understood one thing
I'm never going to give up
on you

i know
Ive failed many times already...

i know
I'm not worthy...

but i want to try
and receive your heart
to shape my world
with yours.

-to a friend of mine