Dear Diary

Dear Diary,
I Saw Him Today

Dear Diary,
I Thought I Saw Her Today

Dear Diary,
He's Still The Same As Always

Dear Diary,
I Want Her To Know That I Have Changed

Dear Diary,
Tell Me, How Should I Feel?
God I Miss Him

Dear Diary,
This Arm Piece Means Nothing
Near As Much As She Did

Dear Diary,
He's Moved On

Dear Diary,
I Just Want So Badly To Hold Her
In My Arms Again,

Diary,
It Will Never Be The Same,
I Miss His Warm, Safe, Secure Grip
I Miss His Smiles And Laugh

Diary,
I Miss Her Hand Fitting Perfectly
With Mine,
I Miss Her Smile And The Way Her
Eyes Used To Light Up.

I Wish She Was Still Here,
I Wish In EVERY Way Possible
That I Could Just Hug Her One Last
Time, Just One Last Time.

This Gravestone Is Cold, So Cold,
So...Lonely.
And Then I Think To Myself, As I Sit Here Bawling,
What If I Would Have Been There?
Was That What It Was Like While She Was
Lying On The Floor Bleeding?
Cold and Lonely? While She Was Carving My
Name Into Her Arm, I Sat There With
Another Girl, Planning How Far We Could Go
That Night.

Oh, I Feel So Ashamed.
Oh, How I Need Her.
How I Need To Apologize,
How I Need To Tell Her I Love Her,
With All Of My Heart, I Always Have.

Dear Diary,
I Forgive Him.

ah, i don't know what this is i just needed to write! votes and comments greatly appreciated =)!!