When I Was Stumbling

I wish I could see inside your mind
If I get in I wonder what i'd find
Maybe a promise or a best friend's secret
With a timer attached to see how long you can keep it
I wish I could see myself the way that you see
And be the person that you want me to be
This may not be what you want to hear from me
But I think it's time to tell you honestly

When I was stumbling
You stood there smiling
So now it's time for me
To live a life that's free
I don't even want to be
Left within your memories

I'm moving on away from your life
I've lifted my head up and removed your Knife
Now I'll no longer have to see you
Enjoying the hell that you've been putting me through
You came to me to apologize
While you were conjuring up just one last lie
But never again from now on you'll be ignored
Because I'll die before i feel this pain anymore