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my life flashes before my eyes
as i hear the news.
all our time together
every laugh
every smile
and i dont know what to do
I have never been the type
to live my feelings out loud
to tell people when im hurting
or maybe this time im dieing
i cant be too sure,
the pain is so real.
But i must be strong
at least on the outside
and i have grown so good
you cant tell the difference
but when i look in the mirror
and stare deep into my eyes
i can see it
i have never been so afraid in my life
never been so confused
how could this happen
how can my life
and his
and hers
how can all this change
with just one single word?
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