A Wound Unhealing

My wounds are open
for all the world to see
my soul is revealed
now what do you think of me?

i have a certain wound
that just wont heal
because of this wound
pain is all i feel

i used to feel happy
i used to feel loved
my heart used to float
in the clouds up above

many years ago
i felt the slice of a knife
it wasn't self-inflicted
thought it almost ended my life

i cant pull it out
the knife in my back
because of it
my emotions i lack

i cant smile
nor can i cry
i know this because
i have tried

someone please help me
end or save this miserable life
so no more will i feel
this painfully knife

!~Jess~!