We or me

I talk to my stomach,
trying to convince myself it will be ok,
I'm not sure how to feel,
How could i have made the mistake,
I was told over and over about,
How could i trow my life away,
With what just started as a kiss,
We took it to far,
Are we now paying the price,
Why am i saying we,
When i should be saying me,
Because your no where to be found,
My best friend,
Is only an inch long,
Something i don't know what,
But i feel the need to protect it,
Personally I'm glad your not around,
When i say we is it really we or is it me