Confused

How long did I expect this to last
my heart is breaking down too fast
Stuck between my heart and mind
an answer I can't seem to find
I thought that I could find a way
to give a reason for you to stay
Everything I knew was wrong
and now I see i'm not that strong
I feel right now I need your kiss
but all I can do is reminisce
The clock keeps going but I'm still here
Loneliness is all I fear
The way you looked into my eyes
now all I have are tears to cry
The way you swept me off my feet
I have nothing of you to keep
Never felt I could decide
on being right by your side
Love is lost, I feel displaced
You are something I can't replace
The way the sky is falling down
like the times you pushed me around
I kept going, ignored the pain
I wanted sunshine instead of rain
You can't stay here in your disguise
you want my love, you have to try
The darkest things are turning white
Except our love which has no light
I'm waiting for a brighter day
the ones I had you took away
I never asked for misery
So tell me why your love I seek?