Black Heart

I know you see a smile,
I know you hear me laugh,
But none of its true,
Its all a lie,
Deep down I am crying,
And dying inside.
My heart has love in it,
But the rest is pain and sadness,
My heart is turning black.
Each day a little more
A little less.
You may see smiles,
And may hear laughter,
But deep down inside am crying
For real love.
You think am happy,
But its not true,
There is hatred inside of me,
Burning with pain and hate
All I really want is
Someone who loves me, for me,
And understand me too.
The person I am looking for
Is....
You.