Somewhere Between The Lines;;

Some where between the lines,
I stopped holding on,
and realized what I was waiting for,
was already gone.

I found out that I was nothing,
no more that just a waste of air,
coming from a breathe less body,
Living in despair.

I started hating what I loved,
and found them to hate me to,
because I couldn't smile anymore,
knowing it'd be untrue.

All the feelings I ever felt,
began to disappear,
I had no reasons to hurt anymore,
and nobody left to fear.

With desperate attempts,
I knew that I couldn't win,
I had lost what I had found,
and had nothing left within.

A vindictive girl,
looking for reasons to lie,
hoping they would disown her,
so she wouldn't have to say goodbye.

So hollow inside,
Yet I couldn't stand to leave,
Thinking They Would Miss Me,
How Could I Be So Naive.