Suicide
something I've thought about but have never gotten the courage to actually do
until now
I'm weak and scared
I'm reaching out for someone
anyone
no one can hear my cries
I'm thinking hard and planning out my own death
I'm sick of suffering
I've had too many people abandon me
to leave me here alone
alone in the dark
I cry alone
I have failed myself
I promised myself I wouldn't get too emotional
that I would learn to control my feelings
but I can't
I've failed myself and everyone around me
I broke my promise
I've promised everyone I would keep that blade away
I lied
I don't even deserve to live anymore
so I want to use this to say goodbye
my life ends tonight
