If Only

She looked in the mirror,
what did she see?
Black masscara streaming down her face.
If only he wouldn't of done this...
If only she could of hid her feelings.
If only she didn't tell him what she felt.
If only she never was with him.
If only she didn't trust him.
If only she knew him a little better.
"If Only" just won't get it,
she did it and that all to it.
But as she looks in a little deeper and she notices...
This girl is me!