Perfect humans

A cloud of darkness fills my heart
i cant see, i cant hear, i cant feel
I'm numb, numb as could ever be
ready to die, ready to lose, ready to kill

I'm all alone,
alone in this creepy world
with no on to talk to,
no one to share

left all alone,
in a dark empty space
with no one who cares,
no one to share

always feeling down
always pushed around

in this numb world of lies
people that surround me with fake smiles
ready to chew me, chop me, swallow me whole..

but i don't care..
never could i..
cause I'm a nobody..
not even a dot...

in this scheme of perfect humans..