Wow...that's strong emotions and your very open about it. The ending was one that really hits you and makes people think about your situation. I can relate somewhat having a difficult period where i too would slash my arms and any part of my body with a blade and stay up all night. I hope for you that your soul will live on and get stronger as the days proceed. OH and don't feel nervous about writing, your poem is intense and keeps people on the edge, you have talent.....
If ever you need to talk you can always send an e-mail or something, just hang on!
Your extremely deep and the pain that you expressed bout brought tears to my eyes because i know what it's like to have someone you love so much leave you and them have no remorse, it's a pain you'll never quiet get over....take care
This is awesome... I absolutly loved this. It reminds me of some of the things I've written... When I started reading it, I was quickly drawn to it. Then I noticed how long it was, but it was so amazing that I couldn't help but finish it. Wonderful work. I think you've become one of my favorite poets =]