My Suicide

I stand on the railing and smile,
You run towards me screaming.
I stare at your desperate face for a while,
I know what youre saying now has no meaning.

I let go and free fall,
I mutter "This is what YOU wanted" under my breath.
The ground hits me like a brick wall,
As I fall and slam to my hopeful death.

I open my eyes and hope its done,
I see you standing over me dialing 911.
I take it all in and this was my worst fear,
That I will always be stranded here.

So let me go tonight,
And dont dial 911 for me.
let me follow the light,
And you will soon see.

That I was never meant to be,
A person who grew up in this life.
I was meant to let it all go and be free,
Or I would be stuck forever in strife.

I didnt want it that way,
I wanted to be alone and die.
I wanted to feel my life fade away,
I no longer wanted to here your lies.

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© ^Fallen Angel^

I actually like this one a lot..I made this when I was feeling down a while ago.