Whats become of her

I have become someone
who is not what i used to be
and now so many of my friends
miss who i used to be...me

they miss the girl that would laugh
just to see others smile
they miss the girl that would
make their whole day worth while

the girl that would hold them up
when they were falling down
the girl who's very presence
turned their day around

the girl that was always afraid
to be alone and by herself
the girl who's beautiful picture
shows shes not full of herself

the girl that hated everything
that made the ones shes loved sad
the girl who easy controlled her anger
when she was upset and mad

the girl who believed in good
over any type of evil
the girl who believed she had a guardian angel

The girl who's world came
down so fast upon her she was crushed
the girl that gave him everything even a little to much

the girl who's now
so empty it scares her friends
the girl who no one
can longer lean on or depend

the girl who doesn't care
about her life or anything anymore
the girl who's heart was crushed once more

the girl who thought
he could be the one to save her
the girl that is now going through unspeakable torture

the girl that wont move on
for hope that he might come back
the girl that is still living through
the worst hear attack

the girl who gave away her innocence at 15 years old
the girl that did everything she was told

the girl that fell in love with the guy
that love made perfect
the girl that wont give up and just try and forget

the girl thats changed so much her friends miss her more
the girl that has become to much more different from before

the girl that now keeps everything inside and never lets it out
the girl that knows exactly what missing someone is about

the girl that can tell you all of her mistakes before her perfections
the girl that made a poor
life changing decision

the girl that give up on him coming back
because its the only thing keeping her alive
the girl who wont give up on him
the girl that wont survive

the girl that knows hes not coming back and still will never let go
the new kind of girl that no ones seems to know

the girl that has turned complete opposite because of a guy
the girl has suffered and you know why

the girl that sits in front of you
telling this story right to your face
that girl thats disappeared inside herself without a trace

the girl that doesn't care about
her everything anymore
the girl that on the outside is fine
but on the inside is tore

the girl that keeps writing about her emptiness
and not about what is left
the girl that will end up waiting herself to death

the girl that doesn't care that he is never coming for her
the girl that knows there isn't a cure

the girl that will keep going on
because her heart has been broken for too long