A faithful sinner

If I died, who would care?
You claim it would be hard
To adjust to the fact that I
Just don\'t have a heart

Depression is a state of mind
I am always in
I need help, a way out before
I commit a great sin

Dead inside I float above
The clouds in the sky
Nobody sees me; I try to hold on
But to them I've died

Judgement has come. The verdict is
Undecided on me
Only He knows if I will live
Or suffer in purgatory

To me I see all my sin
Forever drowning in it and more
Thrust in my face, I still ask
Why'd I ever sleep with that *?

A brief passing is all I ask
So I won\'t have to grieve
But maybe He will save my life
And I'll Start to believe.

So thank you God, you gave me life
Something I now uphold
A sinner I am, but I know that
You gave me a life worth more than gold.