Last Goodbye

This is the last goodbye I give to you
Forgive me for all the things I've done
I don't really know just what to do
I wish I could just forget and run

Still I can't run from the pain inside
When you left, something in me died
Only one way for me to be free
I wish I could have made you see

I lock myself away in my room
With pain rolling down my cheek
I will be free from this pain so soon
I will finally find the peace I seek

I swallow some pills, I swallow some more
I feel them numbing me to my core
I call out your name, but no one can hear
Suddenly I'm filled with fear

I wish I could see your face once more
I wish I could give you one last kiss
I wish you'd come running through my door
But It's too late to save me from this...

LIX