I Can't Depend Anyone

There's no one to lean on
When I have fallen down
Everyone's just gone
I can't hear any sound

Everyone just turns their back
No emotional support
What do i lack?
You Can't play in my court

I distance myself from others
And even from my own mother
I can't see where i can go
When I'm feeling so low

My future is dim
Without him
It hurts to admit it
And it really bit

I've gone through too much pain
And I've gotten sick by crying in the rain
To know about your past
Now everything's spinning so fast

What do you do behind my back?
What do I lack?
I wish I could fufill your dreams
It's just too hard it seems

To cry my tears for you
To shut down and give all my love for you
I'm just afraid of rejection
I can't depend on anyone but myself....