Dazed***

You look at me
I look a bit dazed
- Of this you would be right to say
And as i stare through you
The numbness limpness my body further
Leaving my mind only
To try to understand
What is happening to me right now.

But at least with me dazed
You can pretend its all ok
With the pressure of tears
Rolling and trickling down my face
Gone. Still it's not ok.

I lock myself away from you
Sealing myself with a smile
Taking droplets to daze me
Tranquilizing you for a while
- For you cannot see the pain any longer
You can rest at ease
While behind my eyes
Glazed to the world
I am alone
Still trying to choke back those tears...