Worth living for

With my heart filled with pain

My mind lost in confusion

With all the little things that get me started

I am filled with so much pain

The pain that was once left in me

When I learned that I am not the girl I wanted to be

With the pain inside me

No one can see

Only because I hide behind my smile

I'm I still not good enough for you

I'm I still not the person you want me to be

How can I do anything right

If you wont give me a try

With the smoke fogging my sight

And the liquor drowning my thoughts

Where do I turn

When I have no one who will listen to me

When no one understands the pain

Do I really have to show you

If I did

Would you bother to care

There is so much hate

Where is all the hate coming from

I've been beatin to the ground

I've been blinded by the hate

I've been lost in my heart

With nothing left to feel

And nothing left to give

This world has nothing for me

Nothing for you

When will everything come back together again

When everything was actually worth living for?