Medicate me until im sullen,
these precious little pills of calm.
my eyes have become sunken
in this body that is no longer mine.
the taste of it's resentment
-alone, could surely kill
my true being is hidden,
lodged inside that tiny pill.
i wish they would at least hold me down,
and force me into taking.
then i would have someone to blame;
but this empty girl is of my own making.
