More broken

Fight after fight.
the state of our family more in ruins
further in darkness more lost and alone every passing day.

I'm hurting inside and out
yet not a mark to be seen.

scared to live
yet i don't want to quit
all i want is to be treated as a human being not trash on the ground

only my friends seem to care about me and approve of who i am
they treat me with love and kindness.
and in return i help them with their own problems

even with my family treating me thus i still do everything they say
and I'm the only one capable of doing the things they ask.

there are days i wish my family weren't here...but then where would i be if they weren't?

i just want to be with ppl that care
the sooner i get out of this crazed family the better or else i may not be around much longer to lend a hand to those in need