Afraid to love again

Feeling better
as you took my heart away
finding who you are, and who you want to be.
Dosn't only affect you, it affects me.
My heart is breaking,just like an old picture frame.
the kind you wish didn't crack..
funny how memories never stay the same.
Your words got old. The touch began to fade.
Hugging you so tight..
then one night, it just went away.
You called once, i didnt answer.
afraid of rejection, and not getting the truth.
why is this you ask?
because..
you never really game me A real HEART or even a REAL you..
you gasp at this answer.
well, at least i can say. i was a pretender.
i gave you the truth. i gave you my tears..
i've done all that i could.
not heartbreak is one of my fears.