Evilcence

I probably lied,
When I said I hated you.
When I said you were nothing.
When I said I forgot you.

I probably acted,
When I didn't look your way.
When I laughed at you.
When I gazed at someone else.

I probably pained you,
When I walked away,
When I told you to forget about me,
When I said I wasn't coming back.

I probably regretted it,
When I looked back and realized it,
When I miss the way you stared at me,
When I wish I wasn't so heartless.

But I'm just me,
Forever looking forward.
But nevertheless,
You were right and innocent,
And I was wrong and evil.

Rachelle Wong
© 2006

* I have to say, this is one of my more abstract works, but I still like it, somewhat.