I\'m happy but I\'m not
I\'m not even really that sad
why not ?..?
I\'m just kinda mad
I\'m going to cry but I\'m not
why am i feeling like this
is it something meant to happen
or something i left behind that i missed
I\'m feeling so lost rite now
i don\'t even no what to say
thinking of him is all i can do
cant even stop for a day
maybe I\'m like this because he moved on
and i don\'t any were to start
all i no is he left me
and now hes broken my heart
I\'m stuck in one place
while people move along
i cant move on with my life
unless i no what i did wrong
how can i feel so happy and so sad
I\'m afraid I\'m going to lose everything i ever had
my memories and my life
i can only do what is rite
but how do i no how to do the rite thing
i cant even think of how i feel
from my chest to my stomachs is burning
but how much time will it take to heal
i need to heal to move on
i cant give up on the one i feel for
he may have moved on
but i cannot no more
if i only had one wish
it would be for me to no why
why i have to sit her and write this poem
feeling like I\'m going to cry
i feel like Ive died
and no one nos me anymore
Ive disappeared into the dark
and still wondering why i was put there for
I\'m just someone who wants to be loved
but every time i feel like I\'m in love they move on
while I\'m still buried in my grave
down below wit my friend the Satan spawn
love hurts
even in the depths of my sorrow
I\'m stuck in this one time life
not knowing if ill live till tomorrow
