You wanted it to end like this..

My only fear is losing you
but how can i lose something thats not real
this pain in my chest
is the only thing i can feel

all i can do is cry
while saying this last good-bye
your not even real
not even real enough for me to heal

I can only cry when i think of this someone
this someone is really real
but he wont come to find me
this is the way I'm meant to feel

I hate the fact i love who you are
I hate the fact you bring me fear
the hate the fact that i can only cry
with a lonely single tear

you once were real
but your not anymore
what did I do
did I do something wrong to you

why did you become fake
I don't want to suffer
let me die for goodness sake
how could u just let me break

why am i feeling so painful
I'm sorry for loving you
i didn't want it to end like this
but i have a feeling u wanted it too