Baby You Were

I love you and I wish I didn't feel that way
But I must be honest with myself I sometimes wish you would have stayed
I beat myself up just thinking of everything we had
I can't find it in my heart to just stay mad

I love you and I still wonder why
being with you makes me high
you've done some things I can't be proud of
but in my heart you still have my love
Why did you hurt me I thought you knew
i was so crazy in love with you

Just to feel your touch on my skin
made my heart skip and made my mind spin
I love you boy but I can't forgive
being hurt is not the way I wanna live
I gave too much and worked so hard
But my heart was still left stomped and scarred

And you thought it would heal
baby come on now be for real
I didn't give you everything I had
To just be left alone and sad

I put my strength and all of my feelings to wards us
How could you think I would betray your trust
You were my moon and my sun
Baby you were my only one