She'll tell him

He doesn't know what could've happened
and no, that's not a threat
he's saved her from herself
but he just doesn't know it yet

he was the one
who came into her life
and he doesn't know it
but he saved her from the knife

she's wants to tell him this so bad
but she's afraid of his reaction
now she's free to give him her love
without a single distraction

she wants to say it
but can't get the wording right
she had it all figured out
she was gonna tell him tonight

but he couldn't talk
and she got scared
something happened deep inside her
something somewhere in her flared

she put the phone down on her bed
she's starting to change her mind
it doesn't even matter anymore
she just wants to leave it behind

it's such a big thing
that happened a long time ago
but she'll tell him
because he deserves to know

she has to say
what happened last year
but she doesn't know him well enough
is it something he'd really want to hear

she promised herself
she's gonna tell him tomorrow
she's gonna call, he'll pick up the phone
she'll take a deep breath and start slow

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